Saturday, July 11, 2009

Nothing

Here I am two weeks later and absolutely no progress. I work out when I can and I try to diet and I have not lost a pound. No, thats a lie I have lost a pound, one single pound. With the realization that Heath will be home soon and I have to cook again eventually I am trying to add real meals to my diet instead of all frozen foods but its hard to cook vegan food and keep it light. And with 2 dogs in kennels I don't want to drive all the way home and back to SLC to work out everyday, not that I could like I used to. I feel like I am making excuses for everything and I need to change but I don't remember how. But I will keep trying to do better, I can't continue to look myself in the mirror and not hate what I see. I can't keep shopping in the "curvy girl" sections and telling myself its cute.

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